if i could

damn, i love this so much.
if i could play this song fr you, then i would play fr you (:

*im interested in learning piano so pliz send me to music clsses mom (:

2nd december

I've already watched the newmoon. with an angel. heheh x)
Now I'm waiting for eclipse movie next year, maybe. And breaking dawn movie on the next two years (:
owhh I can't wait. I'm going to watch with you (:

wooo

hehehehehe nike ctr360. (: fhm2 je la kasut ni dah la lawa mesti la nak xD

cherating

cherating-12&13 sept. unit career and counseling.
hotel makan minum transport sume ditanggung. haha
bestbest sbb pergi tayah kuar duit. banyak gambar lagi tapi ade kat kawan. adui -,-

minee (:

mercurial vapor orangeeeee futsal version ;)

Je t'aime

Yeah, it’s about 5.43am now. I can’t close my eyes. kept thinking about my present and past.

I’m afraid of my future. I’m not sure whether I can success or not in future.

Hmm maybe I can’t give you such a luxurious life but what I can promise you is just giving my true love towards you in every second. I promise you that I will do the best to take a good care of you even if it is hard for me. I promise it. I will love you until my last breath. I will love you more than I love myself. And I hope that I can be such a good person in your life. Lastly, I hope that you will be happy when you’re living your life with me.

I love you my future true love

chill (:

fr you: -

you, chill okayy (:

remember, there's someone behind you. hm mm, wait, i don't think so that he will be at ur behind but the point is, yeah he will hold your hand and walk through your tough and hard moment. wink wink. (;

and one moreeee, he will dry ur crying eyes.

don't worry bout him because he will be happy when u're happy.

once u get hurt, anytime he will be there fr you (:

he wants you to live ur life with a happiness, not in a sadness.


Sincerely,
kerol.
hehe ;)

he=him=ur hero

story

ni cerita dari B107,blok Lyon,Mfi.





ini amad. seorang abg yang baik jgk laa. :D orang panggil along. tapi die ni pemurah jgk suka blanje org. hahaha dan masih single ye. die ni pandai menari n mnyanyi.



ini man. ni abg no2. haha angah la en. dari sabah. die ni baik orang nye. alim jgk laaa. hehe. tapi sorry la die ni dah berpunye. mane taknye, 24jam berSMS. kat locker pun letak gamba girlfren :D




ini ridhwan. org panggil wan. kdg2 cnfused jgk org panggil die, aku plak prasan. hehe.
btw die ni mmg addicted kat anime. suke jepun pulak tu. pagi2 je dah pasang cartoon anime tu haa. pastu suke men game. haih. suke wat mende pelik2.







ni azrin. die ni mmg, x yah tanye pun. mmg suke buat mende pelik2. suke menari lah. btw, die ade 1 quote; keblakangkan cinta, kedepankan cita2, satukan ia bila berjaya. ntah mane die cilok xtau. haha emm die ni single ye. suka buat lawak sampai nak pecah perut. :D



ini kerol. dari bangi je kat2 sini gak laa. die suke menyanyi dalam bilik kuat2. haha dah, xtau nak citer ape lagi







by the wayyy, ade lagi sorang tapi die xmau di ambil gamba. die hensem orgnyeee tapi tak single laa. haha

tgk laa camne kitorang blaja. hahaha

dudu

haaa da masok hostel ni i left everything outside there but i just bring in one heart x) hmm,x boring lahh sbb slalu je ditemani sumone tuu kan. haha all the time je senyum2 sengih2 x)
wowww life kat mfi. haha quite best jgk tapi lagi best if ade transport :D
bole kuar sesuka hati en. haha dah la roommate totally sume x bape betul doing jokes anytime. hahaha cant stop laughing lahh. btw mmg terkejut ngn condition in the first class -,- haih crap. x expect pun mende ni jadi. haha mmm luckily u're there 2 calm me down. thankssss andandand then i do miss youuu (:

12 july

awayyyy
hehe
xtau la bape lame =,=

andddd btw, im gonna miss 'you' n the others x)

ooh

hmm im preparing fr anythng tht will happen,
happiness, sadness or anything else.

evrythng tht hppens, will hppen btw, i'm not expecting the worst thing to happen n i never request for it but i'm just hoping the best come with me.

as long as i hve you to walk along with me (:

haaaa yeay yeay xD

haa da dapt MFI. haha. tapi course lain. x leh amik course yang aku nak atas sbb2 tertentu. hehe.

*xde keje nak post

SPEACHLESS

yahhh MFI pun x dapat !

aku rase name aku da kne BLACKLIST dalam malaysia ni.

next target

nak beli boot oooo.

nak yang ni haa :)



yang ni oke gak. hehe
tapi,
price : RM789.00
kalo aku anak dato' baru aku beli -,-

hmm -,-

i don't know hw to express my feelings. smetimes sad smetimes happy like crazy haha. I always just keep it inside until i calm down or it just goes away. hmmm

i can't get whatever i expect to have.

i don't care what people say bout this coz this is my blog not theirs. i can say anything i want

thank you.

happy bday arul

happy 14th bday to wan badrul. haha. da makin tue daa xD
anyway, x tau nak bagi apee. clbrate kat pizza hut. kenyang da perut xD
tgk ari ni die asyek senyumm jeee :))



makan pun nak bersuap..hisshhh

sg. gabai

sungai gabai.
best gile oo. naik tangge tinggi gila, mandi, bbq.. tyme mandi la mcm2 adegan ade. hahahaha :D rugi x snap pic banyak2 :| tape,next time g lagi

pening

cane nak naikkan badan n berat badan ha? /:(

nnt da tough nak pukul orang senang. hahaha. xde ah ;D

yus-30april

wani, rai, pedas olio? hahaha. sian korang. sorry lahh.

hurm, kitorang lepak yus lagii. me, raje, akim, apis, wani, rai. geng sejati. ngahaha.

kat situ gelak2 bahan2 each other. sengal je. x lame dok situ, ade sumone datng ngn kwn die. trkjot gak dari jao da nampak da n aku senyum je la kat die. then she came closer..aku pandang2 ah akim, akim wat muke weird die. actually, ktorang terkejut ar die dtg ngan kawan die. sblom ni xde plk jumpe die kat yus mase ktorang lepak2. haha.

mende yg aku n akim terfikir, 'mesti ade spy or sumone bagi tau ktorg lepak yus'. haha. hmm, xpe lah maybe jgk tu kebetulan kan. ape lah aku nih. n, omg. aku x perasan die ckp hye kat aku. yela, aku nga blur pndang2 akim, thinking of sumthing, terkejut..cam x caye die dtg. speachless. :| haha. hmm.

x lame pastu, raje n apis dtg..

raje ar x bole bla, citer story die. haih. x tahan aku denga. ngahaha. aku rase kat yus tu denga kitorg gelak2 je ah. :D

lps tu? bla ah. haha

raje, apis, akim ikot aku balik uma. haaaa. ahaha. firstly diorang tgk kucing manje yang raje bagi kat aku. kat blakang uma. apis semangat men kucing. haha.

then, aku masak ah olio untuk diorang. at the same time, akim n raje karaoke kat stor. whoah, semangat. aku nga masak un denga la sore2 sumbang diorang. asyek gelak je. ahhaha. x tahan weh! apis yang tenga men kucing kat blakang uma un bole denga :| aura kuat.ahahah.

dah abes masak, makan ar olio tu. ahh, x sedap da. raje sampai tambah cili lagi. apis tambah garlic. haha. padehal mmg x sedap un. kali ni aku wat x pedas mcm wani n rai punye. hahaha. sian wani rai.

then, sambung ah karaoke balik, nyanyi lagu suci dalam debu. 4kali! pancit terus. hahaha

ptg men bola pun ntah pape ntah. karaoke+olio punye pasal. sume men x btul da. akem ah ni! hahaha budak kecik



LOVE U ALL FRIENDS :)

olio seafood

yeah. i did it!

ysterday my daddy's bday. happy birthay papa! 43rd.
da plan da nak wat mknan special 4 him.
soo, buat la olio. b4 this asyek mkn kat kdai je kan. haha
i made it for da first time :)
haha. jadi wehh ;P
my mum wat mknn lain.
anyway,i love you mum dad :)

12/4/09-alamanda

penat. whoah..

hang out ngan kawan2. hakim, raja, apis, raiy, wani. sampai2 je ade parents orang tu blanje burger king. wahh (:

then, ktorang g men bowling. yeah, bes btul.

aku orang mule2 baling bola n rasmikan 'kejohanan bowling' ktorang. da dpt strike. da bange da ;) pastu men teruk. x nak citer ah =,=

apis men agak teruk then ade orang tu bagi die semangat trus men elok. sape lagi kalo bukan raje. :D

hakim, argh, die poyo je asyek leading. banyak strike naseb je tu. haha. lek ye akim, pasni lawan ag.

raje, men skjap ganti apis. mule2 die ckp yo yo ye men terer lah sume bole strike lah. bagi die baling, 2 balingan da masok longkang. haha. sape suro wat longkang kan raje? pastu kau ade dapt spare. hebat tu. peningkatan!

raiy, whoah hebat btul. die ade dpt stike. gle ah. =,=
pastu die men daytona kat arcade lawan orang pro2, raiy 1st bai. gempak btol. kalo aku masok join, sure aku last skali. hee

wani, wah. die lead aku mase 1st game. hebat btul. bakat terpendam. haha

konklusinye, pasni kalo men bowling, longkang harus ditutup. haha



da sakit tangan men bowling, g sakitkan tekak plak, karaoke.

mmg feeeeeel ah nyanyi lagu2 jiwang ngan raje. karaoke dpan raiy n wani. segan btul. raiy nyanyi lagu2 english je. even lagu tu mlayu, die g nyanyi dalam eng. haha. ala, wani segan2 plak.. :) hakim mmg ah x nak nyanyi. die maluuu =,= mengada! haha.

kul 4.20, g tgk movie. i’ve watched it for the second time.. best! haih. it reminds me of the past. sedih jee.

hurm nyway i enjoyed watching the movie. :)

balik kul 6.30. 7 hours and 17 minutes in alamanda. :D

malu

letih..mlm tadi tdo kul 5pagi. can't sleep lahh. pastu pagi td jog. haih.

then tgh hari tadi hanta la my brother g library kat ttc tu. bawak krete pun laju gila x ingt dunia. hmm, pas anta my bro tu, elok2 je die turun then ttup pintu krete, aku drive la tros nak balik la kan.

sampai kat traffic light, die call. 'yoi, my bag! kat atas krete!', haduuuuhhhhhh. omg!

aku tgk orang kat krete sblah, sume pandang bumbung krete aku then pandang aku. ahh, sudah. malu gilaaa.. =,=
ade budak tu siap gelak2 lagi. hmmmm. what a day!

abc smlm manis kan akim?

ahaha. yesterday lepak yus dgn raje,hakim,apis,raiy,wani.

gile ah. raiy ngan baju pengakap die.nampak gengster doo.bahaha.

hmm, yang xbole bla,aku asyik kne bahan gile2 ngan bdk gay 2 orang tu. segan btul. ngahaha

n then,wani tunduk je cam segan2. haha. die men game. ish khusyuk btul :D

hakim makan abc smlm...sblom ni die mkn abc kat yus, die kutuk2 ckp x sedap lahh... tetibe smlm, die ckp abc tu manis jee. haaaa, aku ngan raje ape lagi, bahan je la hakim sampai dalam krete. kat padang men bola pun bahan hakim. bahahahaha. sedih je :DD

haih smlm banyak btul minom ais. men bola pun truk gila =,=
hakim n raje ske lah kne puji. coach ckp aku men bagos tapi x ckup fitness. grr !

pasni sblom men bola, lari 10round padang. gile ah, makin kurus aku. haha. kalo hakim x pe la sbb die mon*el (aku x sebut ye akim). ahahaha.

elaun

my elaun for every month. ngahaha

*tiru lut n hakim :D

hahahaha :D

miss

rindu sekolahh -,-

crush

when i look at ur eyes, u transport me to another world(:

mistakes

ohhh, it is 3.00 a.m now. baru je habis menaip sejak kul 8 p.m tadi. haih -,-
tlg mum lah kate kan. haha. btw, i dnt care. x kesa pun kne menaip ni, but, malas je. tu mcm terpakse. hee

x ingt bape pages tapi banyak gila. dahla banyak jadual. anyway, 2mrrow ade lagi tugasan. like my mum said, 'bonus habis skola'. tension btul. dahla nga starvin.

actually kul 9 p.m tadi mau join hakim n geng cari penjenayah yang curi fone die, after that lepak2 makan.

aku dah nak kuar awal2 da g, tapi mak aku x bagi. aku pakse camne un die still tahan aku, pastu mintak tlg wat keje. SO,aku wat je lah. MeMaNG x dpt ar join sbb i have works kan sampai lupe gile nak infom diorg yang aku x leh g. nga busy doing works lahh katekan.

dahla penat pastu nga pening giletuuutt(aku x mencarot). x lame kemudian, ade orang call aku, tanye aku join hakim ke x. omg! aku x prasan da kul 9. aku ckp ah busy2. nak ckp lame, aku mmg kne hurry up siapkan keje tu. then die cam mara2 aku ckp bangang sume lah. haih panas aku, naseb baik mak aku ade sebelah. saba je lah. hmmmm! trus je letak fone. hah.

xpe ah, mmg sala aku un.
ni skarang baru dapat melantak. grr !

alamanda 6/4/09

gosh. i, i, cant blieve it. she came wif her older sis. wow!
haha. malu gila. kawan kkak die join jgk. they already know bout me. n diorang just gve thier smile to me(: ahah!

hurmm,we watched 'knowing' movie.
bes btul citer tu(:

conclusion, bes gila(: i never feel like this before. yeay thx god

kawans

My Best Friends
I've found a friends,
Who knew everything I felt.
they knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.

they understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
they listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did they interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
they understood what I was going through,
Everyday,
they share their great snacks,
they share their best toys.

ahahahahah. meet my gays :DD

2.42a.m.

now it is 2.42a.m. still cnnt sleep. hurm, writting blog? yea. i am. ahah

then, open up jet audio,switch on my edifier. n listen to 'westlife ft. delta goodrem-all out of love' song. wow. seriously lame x denga(:

and actually, i cn't wait for tomorrow. g alamanda yeah. wif someone(:

yesterday and yesterday

-jess sport day.
whoah bes. semangat gle korang support bdk2 masok acare.haha :)

and i cannnot 4get lahh, vitagen blended. whoah sedap. 1st time dalam hidup aku minum air tu versi blended :))

n for sure i came there untuk teman my fren date. ngahaha ;P



-j3 sport day.
wuih bes! hahah.

kawad kaki pbsm x menang pun :(
xpe lah actually diorang just training one week je.
nite sblom sport day aku da risau gler sampai tdo pun lambat -_-
then, pagi2 da dtg stadium. tapi wat cn i do? x pe lahh at least diorang try da best. :) congratz

hmm, hari pun da panas gila. da start tired da pun.. -,-
lepak atas stadium je lah date. haha. bes2 :)
n then,x join tgk2 medic pbsm pun. diorang da mencari2 aku da.malas oo.penat gila2 + ngantok.

tgh hari sblom balik da ujan lebat. ag ah rase nak tdo je atas padang tu.
drive balik uma pun da cam orang gila bawak laju2. haha. hectic day man but happy(:

aiman tourek.

bila lagi mau karaoke?
n ajiz, let's rock. ngahaha

ehhh, aku ngan lagu2 genre COUNTRY jee. haha

regret. again n again. arghh! frust!!

grrrr ! nothing.

xpe, kejayaan pd mase hadapan tak bergantung pada sehelai kertas yang diberi pd 12mac.
ngahaha.

accept the faith

ok lah kott my result.hmm

regret

my dogi died just a few hours ago. n im really sad.

baru nak tunjuk result SPM kat die sok. ):

yeah dogi, u leave me. bye2 ):

i'll always miss you..damn much.


*dogi my hamster.

sumthin need to go out of my system

me, you and her.

yess. i do change my mind. b4 this mmg xde niat punn. but now i realise, i can't let myself living in world full of sadness. i can't lie to myself anymre. i noe its over.

anyway me n her r just fren. so close, like bestbestfren. umo die pun da sebaya dgn adik n she's like my own sister. bukan bercinta punn. don't know if she can help erase da pain, but its worth da shot.

then kita pun just frens kan. nothin more than frens. if i'd say i love you, will you say it back to me? hurmmm, gud question..... this is all da things dat i want to let it out of my system, written in word.

game3! manager-ing

fifa 09-manager mode.
haha tu pun da boring sangat2.
sampai aku letak goalkeaper(almunia) aku jadi striker.
striker(adebayor) aku g letak jadi goalkeaper. haha.
stupid stupid. not me, but the game. soo stupid. damn boring gilaa.
tapi almunia ade gak score. xde la kaki bangku sgt aku letak jadi striker. haha.

dah tengah boring tu, when playing tht game, i men first2, score gol banyak2, then men sliding tackle. 3player redcard, 3player yellow. then, oppenent aku player die 3orang injured. kesiann. pity pity pity.

bored, tired but happy

haha. i'm sooo bored.
everything.
game pun dah bosannn.

every mornin i wake up bout 10am. turn on the music player.
'david archuleta-you can/when you believe'.
I play the song every morning when i wake up and i sing with the music...i love it very much, thanks God for everything.
pastu mandi lahh kann.
then my mum akan jerit kat downstair but sometimes die call. 'yooiii! amik adik'.
that is the words i hear everyday since i dpt licence krete. heish. haha

balik je uma, nothing to do, just playing game. fifa 2009. yeah fifa 09.

hmmmm, then hnta adik skola again. heish2. budak budak sekolah. haha

go bck home again n continue fifa 09! yeah. haha.
nothing else to do lah kan. hve no idea.

if boring sgtsgtsgt, zzzzzz. (-,-)zZZ
butbutbut,
I'm not sleeping very well at the moment. I was wondering if anybody could suggest anything for me. kadang2 tu, g la kuar g mane2 yang nak g kan. enjoy2! no homework,no study. x skolaaa. lets drive~ weee~ (:


nikmat abes skolaaaaaa. (:

yes i do

I do feel i will miss u much, also i can see the first leafs falling. It's all yellow and nice. :) ..like the way i'm feeling inside, so cold.

lastly, sampai jgkk.

yeay da sampai~ ;DD
thx anip!
go Bangi3 fc! ;))